I need some advice....maybe some one here can help me out.
As many of yall know im in Law Enforcement. I love my job more than anything in the world. I couldnt ask for a better job. Thats also my problem.
I am extremely paranoid about losing it.
I have had a incident or two. One involved me backing my patrol car into a van. My supervisor has broke his boot off in me a time or two and that has cured most of the issues. I dont repeat anymistake twice. However it seems I make a lot of mistakes. I was really paranoid for a while but I was able to calm down with the help of some co-workers.
Recently a couple people were cut loose due to their conduct on and off duty. One guy was a Sgt. w/ 12 years on the force. This has got me worked up again because if they will cut him loose then they wont blink an eye to cut a junior officer loose for messing up.